I have gone insane...

I have totally gone insane...I don't know what I am doing...I don't know why I am doing...Never did such nasty things before...Even though I know I am not thinking before what I am doing...I am not able to help it. I had told before...don't press so much that you will have to repent later...There is a limit for everything...I can not withstand anymore...If I don't end it now...I will never be able to come out of it...I am being so selfish...But I don't find any way out other than making sure there is no way things can be better between us...I am very optimistic...Always thought there is a possibility to everything going back to normal...But its too late...If I need to end my optimism...I need to do this...Hope GOD will forgive me for what I am doing...

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