how much people differ...

At times when you loose someone who was so close, even though you are very angry and hurt by them and don't even like to think about them, you still are sad for missing all the good times spent with them. All the things that were associated with them like their likes and dislikes, all the things that were said or told by them, all remind you of them. But all those thoughts which used to bring a smile to ur face, which made you also to like or dislike those things, now bring a deep painful feeling which distracts you from within and fills your life with bitterness. Every thing around you looks so dead.