The Conspiracy

The whole world seems to be conspiring against. I don't know what I have done is right or wrong at this stage. I know for sure that neither of us were wrong, but were victims of the same confusion. But definitely something is wrong because I am not happy for what I have done. This was the first time i got angry. I have said things that i should not have said. I have said things which i never ment.

For four weeks I tried to be enduring. I always had a hope somewhere that things will be better soon. I was so very frustrated for the time it was taking. All that was a outburst of the frustration which found a opening when I was accused of something which I was trying to do away with. When I go thru all that which I had said I cant believe I had said all that. one thing I have learnt is never ever speak when you are angry or frustrated. I can not convey this because I have closed the doors on all the possibilities with my own hands. No one is to be blamed but destiny. Wish I could undo all that happened.

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