Patanahi

Today morning I woke up to a all new look and feel of yahoo mail. Looks sleek, fast and awesome. Gives a feel of Outlook express. First Glance - Impressive. The first thing that caught my attention was the RSS feed section in the left folder list bar. Still have to explore a lot. Google mail has given a run for money for others for sure. Not sure if this new yahoo mail is based on AJAX on which GMail is built. Over all a good change from the boring and over used old yahoo interface.

Miracles do happen and GOD has wearied ways to surprise us with those miracles. Today morning, do know how and why...I prayed for something impossible and I heard the news with in hours. Is what I was thinking for so long was not correct? I am confused.. But its better not to think about it now... Its a logical end and am happy for what ever has happened. Now, may GOD give peace to every one, every one I mean every one :)

Am I too good for love Or am I that bad Why am I in solitude so lonely and so sad. Relations are the weapons that stab me everywhere Steal the hope of happiness and put me in despair. Its so easy for some to love and then forget no concern for emotions their hearts are tough I bet. The only words of wisdom are those that clear the doubt Take the road less traveled To explore a different route.

It's been so long It seems more like a game What's going on here? A relation with no name We talk and chat Pull each other down Don't care for the feelings Pounce like a clown I am not up for this… Don't think it makes sense When there is a vacuum with nothing but offense. Each time we talk It reminds me of the past It doesn’t feel good and leaves me aghast. No wound that can heal No crack that can mend. After what we had I can't continue as a friend Don't call or write Don't bother me again We'll now be strangers With pleasure and no pain

An invitation to a dinner, to a Mongolian cuisine Thought I’ll try out, a place I had never been A small group of four, I knew none but one Still the aura was amiable, after the greetings were done We all were so different, with personalities so unique Still had so much in common, no lackluster and no geek With a delectable meal, fun blasts hurting the gums We exchanged our contacts, and acquaintances turned chums. A startling surprise, was a dessert treat Luscious frosty fudge, followed by a warm retreat A warm Sunday morning, we got together again A daylight-saving swap, caused mayhem - still sane Saw an aquarium in ruins, still enchanting at its best Last day before it closed, gloomy with final guests Time flew by, we became good pals Hung out often…..Dance, movies and malls We grew closer, and shared a thoughtful care From good to great…..rapport changed a gear A sudden twist of fate, I didn’t see it come His proposal for marriage….completely left me numb It wasn’t a game, he was t...

I don't care, I just wanna be yours I know I told you I'd Never love you the way that I did again After all that you did to me But I got to say I don't care, I just wanna be yours And I am trying everything in my power To never ever say Please come back to me But I got to say Promised me You'd always be You'd never let me go You took the ring and All the things that came with being my girl The tragedy as I walked through that door you had your feet up over the seat All I heard was screaming It was just like a movie Too real to be That just can't be my bride to be, no! I was shocked this could be never thinking one day I'd take This blow blow blow I was starting to feel like I should kill everything that was moving -- whoa Never been in hell like this Somebody wake me up I don't care, I just wanna be yours I know I told you I'd Never love you the way that I did again After all that you did to me But I got to say I don't care, I just wanna be yours...

The difference between the day last year and this day is the change in my perception about women. There are two kinds of women in the present day. One who know what is the difference between good and bad and the other who know what is the difference between bad and bad. There are some women who have achieved a lot and know how to make use of the power they have to make this world a better place. On the other hand there are women who are misusing the freedom and power to victimize the society for their selfish needs. In this rapidly developing, or should I say a nuclear society where individuals are getting more and more prominent than a family, where relations are shrinking in the durations and are dictated by needs, where people have learned to move on hopping from one environment to other in search of growth brutalizing the intimate bonds between individuals, where the rationales of living standards are rapidly changing, where the perception of what is correct and what is wrong are c...

a very nice and thought provoking verse i came across ... Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning a lion wakes up. It knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death. It doesnt matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle. When the sun comes up, you better start running.

you doin' that thing you do breaking my heart into a million pieces like you always do and you don't mean to be cruel you never even knew about the heartache I've been going through well I try and try to forget you girl but it's just so hard to do every time you do that thing you do I know all the games you play and I'm gonna find a way to let you know that you'll be mine someday cause we could be happy can't you see if you'd only let me be the one to hold you and keep you here with me cause I try and try to forget you girl but it's just so hard to do every time you do that thing you do I don't ask a lot girl but I know one thing's for sure it's the love I haven't got girl and I just can't take it anymore cause we could be happy can't you see if you'd only let me be the one to hold you and keep you here with me cause it hurts me so just to see you go around with someone new and if I know you you're doing that thi...

Five things that indicate that a girl has dumped you. 1) She lies to you about the obvious things, like the place she was on a evening and when you point out, she is not even sorry for that. 2) She does not respond to your compliments, phone calls as before. 3) She humiliates you on your face, in public, in fornt of her friends. 4) Holds you responsible for all the differences which were deliberately created by her. 5) She gets angry and defensive when you take her "friend"'s name, accusing you of spying on her and meddling with her personal life. Give it on her face and get out of that relationship, she is not worth your friendship.

Water | Deepa Mehta | Widows Set in pre independence India, based on the widows of Varanasi, is a story about a widow, Kalyani played by Lisa Ray. Kalyani is a prostitute by profession. She lives in a widow shelter in Varanasi. Narayana, who returns to his home after completing his law degree falls for her charms. A follower of Gandhi and Raja Ram Mohan Roy, decides to marry the widow Kalyani, not knowing her true identity. When he plans to take her to his parents, realizes that she is a prostitute serving his father. Kalyani's dreams are shattered. She submits herself to the goddess river Ganga. Narayana leaves Varanasi dejected and cheated. The story is told with a child widow as a central character. Seema Biswas has given a good performance in a supporting character. Good actors like Kulbushan Kharbanda are Waheeda Rehman wasted in some not so necessary roles. Raghuvir Yadav as a eunuch pimp has done his role very well. Deepa Mehta is done well, what she is good at doing always....

Yesterday was my birthday. Over all a good day. Lots of my friends remembered to wish me in their busy sheadule. But from some whom I was expecting to remember totally forgot to mention. But had fun over all. Realized some things have changed, realized that distance matters, realized that the importance that you give to someone is purely your perception. Realized that some things change for ever. Realized that some remain only for courtesy sake and for others just the priorities are changed. Life does not always give you what you asked for. It surprises you with the ups and downs. It takes away every thing when you start enjoying what you have, then it starts giving you those happy moments in bits and pieces from unexpected ways...and life goes on... Zindigi ke safar mein guzar jate hai joo mukam... woh fir nahi aate, woh fir nahi aate...