Patanahi

My First Video post. This was the video taken while trekking in Kodachadri

You are online all the day on messenger and no one pings you... You wait all day no one calls you on your cell... You send out interesting mails, no one replies... You "call" a lot of "friends" to find them all busy... You watch movies, nothing seems interesting... You go shopping, find nothing interesting... You are not invited in your friends group's get to gathers... You drive home daily and all on the way look like aliens...   I really think....do I exist at all on this earth...   When was the last time you really pinged someone who is waiting for you? When was the last time you called up that forgotten friend? Check out...you had forwarded all "forwarded" mails from others... How many times you pretended to be busy when your friends called you? Do u go to watch movies to relax or just because someone said its a good movie? Do u go shopping because u need something or pick up what ever u like? When was the last tim...

Whats happening? why am i not able to check my temptation. Even thought i know its so very risky, i did it. I had made sure there was not even a bleak chance of hope left. But hope is something very unreliable. No matter what happens this heart still hopes that things would be fine, just as it was. I am sure and dam sure that nothing is going to change, but getting over is something again very deceiving. Some times you think its all over, but then the next moment you are again engulfed in those thoughts. Every night the moment i close my eyes, unknowingly those thoughts start buzzing around. They continue into my late night dreams and then to my early morning once and before i open my eyes those are the first thoughts. At first they used to pain me a lot. I was trying the impossible, trying to forget. Now i have succeeded, succeeded in giving up the trying. Things just had gone out of hand. If they were in my control or i was in my own control. i would have not done anything. But every...

We all travel on a road called life. There are some who travel along with you for a while. Some travel in your vehicle while some others in their own vehicles but along side. You overtake some, some overtake you. Then comes a signal. You either cross it before it turns red or sometimes you get struck at the signal. Those traveling along side you either zoom pass, leaving you behind or wait with you. You sometimes try to catch those who had crossed the signal, but they would have gone so very further that they will be out of your sight and out of your reach. You are left with only those beautiful moments spent with them before the signal for you to cherish for the rest of your life... I had taken a deviation at the signal to take another route. But lost the way. After sometime got on to the same route to find all new faces. Now, i am waiting on a signal, waiting for it to turn green. Hoping to catch up with those who have crossed the signal and have gone way ahead of me... Zindigi ke sa...

Finally got a home theater system. Was waiting to buy a BOSE home theater...but finally gave in for this one... escXcite – ESC Series 5.1 Extreme Simply Cinema Surround System. Check this link for details - JBL.com

Its exactly two years, this day my life had started to change forever. In these two years My life changed completely. I have changed completely. Two years ago i had believed my life had settled. I thought i had achieved all that i had wanted. I thought i had seen everything. Then a tide changed everything...turning my life upside down... This day i stand completely confused, as if i am at the start of my life. Not sure of where i am to go from here. It seems as if my life has completely fallen apart. My nature has changed. My thinking has changed. Completely isolated from the world, hibernating into myself...waiting for the life to take a turn and change, hopefully for the better...

"Driving you home is my favorite time of the day...But driving away from you is the saddest part..." "I could not hate you more than i had loved you..." this is struck in my mind since morning... Today Bangalore was renamed "Bengaluru" but when will the online dictionaries going to change? its still shows as a spelling mistake. Should we be filing a RFE to Microsoft and other document writer software companies? (yeh i did a add to dictionary, but again i use so many dictionaries its difficult to add in all rt?) There is one more change. I can not ride my bike without a hellmate. Not that i never used it, but i hate when something is forced on me. And today is Ashwaria's Birthday...Happy birthday babes...