That fateful day...

I don't know why today i remembered that day...

I was so very apprehensive about how things would turn out at this stage, where everything around me was going to change. I reached the new office almost nervous and was greeted by the person who had hired me. He said “there is a surprise for you waiting upstairs” i never understood why he said that. When we went upstairs and he introduced me to this girl, i went on talking and talking to her, may be because i was thinking so much, all the time and wanted to share it with someone.

It turned out that we both were to be in the same team. I did ask her to share the rick to go to the office, which i had not did something before, asking a girl for something. I observed her for the first time in the rick. I was with her for such a long time but just could not connect, but in that rick i suddenly realized i was sitting there with a beautiful girl next to me. Those deep eyes, that simplicity on her face, those black shiny hairs on her shiny cheeks, i was just getting carried away. It was not that she was such an attractive girl or something but everything about her was seeming just so perfect. I felt everything was just falling in place.

That was one of my most amazing day of my life...
... wished that day would never had come in my life.

humming....

tere bin main yun kaise jiya
kaise jiya tere bin...

lekar yaad teri raaten meri kati
tanha hai tujh bin raaten meri
din mere din ke jaise nahi
tanha badan tanha hai maan
nam meri aankhen rahe
aaja mere, aab rubaru
jeena nahi bin tere...

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...

bhule se hi kahi tu mil jaaye kabhi
bhule na mujhse baaten teri
bheegi hai har pal aankhen meri
kyun saans loon kyun main ji
jeena bura sa lage
kyun ho gaya tu bewafaaa mujhko bata de wajah

given an option between selecting between life and one wish...
i wish to ask "why?"...