Allowed to be used...

Probably I was the first one who was told prior that I would be used and I allowed myself to be used. I guess for the first time, I failed to recognize a person's nature. Or Probably I had recognized but was very convincingly fooled into believing that it was not true. I always doubted and many a times asked, why is it that you never have a eye contact when we used to talk to each other...it was because you knew what you were doing was wrong and were guilty of it. Atleast at the time when I said I have couriored the papers, you had stopped talking to me, I should have understood at that time that you have used me and no more need me, I should have cautioned my self.

"He had accused me of using him, (I am using you for my own benefit, but) promise me that you will not accuse me of the same..."