Patanahi

Chain kaisa ... jo pehlu mein tu hi nahi maar daale na ... dard-e-judaai kahin rut haseen hai to kya ... chandani hai to kya chandni zulm hai ... aur judai sitam shaam-e-gham ki kasam ... aaj ghamgiin hain hum aa bhi ja ... aa bhi ja ... aaj mere sanam

Probably I was the first one who was told prior that I would be used and I allowed myself to be used. I guess for the first time, I failed to recognize a person's nature. Or Probably I had recognized but was very convincingly fooled into believing that it was not true. I always doubted and many a times asked, why is it that you never have a eye contact when we used to talk to each other...it was because you knew what you were doing was wrong and were guilty of it. Atleast at the time when I said I have couriored the papers, you had stopped talking to me, I should have understood at that time that you have used me and no more need me, I should have cautioned my self. "He had accused me of using him, (I am using you for my own benefit, but) promise me that you will not accuse me of the same..."

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The Relationship that hurt you the most, one who broke your heart the most, the one that really betrayed you, never gets out of your head.

Sweet words are easy to say... Sweet things are easy to buy... But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. To love without condition... To talk without intention... To give without reason...and To care without expectation... is the heart of a true friend.

Saw RDB for the second time, but with a different perspective. There is one more untold story in the movie. A story of revenge, a story of betrayal, a story of deceiving, a story of anihalition, a story of using own friends to achieve something impossible, a story of ruining the life's of the friends who are ready to do what ever you want, a story of making them believe something very different then what you intend to do. This story starts in the second half of the movie. The story has a couple in love. The character of Ajit played by R Madhavan dies in a jet plane crash. His love interest Sonia, played by Soha Ali Khan, believes that the defense minister is responsible for the death of her would be husband. She decides to take revenge against the minister by making use of her friends played by Amir Khan, Siddharth, Kunal Kapoor, Sharman Joshi and Atul Kulkarni. She makes them believe that the death of their friend is because of the defense minister. To make them perfectly insane...

After a long time of staying apart he decides to meet her. He knew she would leave him and it was just a matter of time. He wanted try and convince her for a last time, knowing well that she has dumped after using him. He reaches her place and decides to give her a surprise. He calls up and asks her to meet at the usual coffee place they use to spent hours with each other. She meets him with no excitement at all, before he used to see him self in her eyes. This time she was not even making a eye contact. He tired to explain her, she was not even ready to listen to him and was in a hurry to leave him. She had met him to end it, once for all. His heart was crying. She was all thinking of someone else. He finally gave up and said "i know you are done with me and you have broken your promise" She had no answer, but was defended and was not ready to accept the defeat. She pulled out a knife from the place and before he could realize pierced it in his chest. He was gasping for brea...

its wrong to tell a wrong person, that what they are doing is wrong.

Never trust anyone blindly, no matter how much you think you know them... Never treat anyone cheaply, no matter how cheaply they behave... Never ignore others mistakes, no matter how much they have gone thru... The biggest mistake is not doing it, but leaving a proof of it. You can not blame a gun for destroying everything, it is its nature...

Was looking forward for lot of things today, nothing much happened. My best friend gave me a very good news. Rest the things were as usual. One thing, I have decided to take life as it comes and not plan for some time. Even though I was very provocative, nothing much happened. Good in one way, atleast I am 100 % confident now. Hope I will be able to stick to my decision this time and not loose control again.

Some questions are best left unanswered... Some options are best left untried... Some things are best left unsaid... Some relations are best left unnamed... Some feelings are best left unexpressed...